Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanted to crawl into a hole and rot there?

Today has been one of those days.

So, everything was fine when I got up this morning. I slept in because my class started at 10, and then I just got ready and stuff. Called mom and chatted for a few minutes. I get to my class, and they started ten minutes ahead of time. I needed my huge Java book which ways seriously more than my laptop. Of course I didn’t bring it, because I didn’t know, so I had to look off someone else. Already I’m feeling out of it since I have no idea where to jump in since they started class early. I get lost in a matter of minutes and get frustrated because every time it seems like I’m getting ahead in that class, I am completely lost. This is a stupid way to teach people programming. All learning should be done by tutor, you would learn so much more.

Anyways, so I forgot my adapter for my laptop, I’m running on battery. This means that I have to moderate when I use my laptop. Which sucks, because in between classes, I like to go online.

So I go to my piano lesson, all is fine. After, I remember I haven’t packed a lunch so I have to buy some. Which isn’t really a BIG deal, just I’ve wasted a lot of money this week buying lunch.

I’m eating lunch and reading the Ath to conserve battery power. Two people on the other side of the lounge are listening to music and talking loudly which is just plain irritating me at this point. I turn on my computer, and find out that I have my work cut out for me on the school paper’s website. Thinking about all the assignments that I have to do this week, not to mention work and crap, I’m about to have a fit. I have no time left. In fact, I should not be writing in this blog, I should be studying.

After that, I go to my hellish recording class. I’m the ONLY ONE who couldn’t seem to get the recording studio booked for my assignment, so I’m the only one who didn’t have it done. If my “friend” that offered to help me hadn’t taken back her offer I would have been ok. But I didn’t have an inside with the studio people so I couldn’t book a time. Because of course things always have to go wrong when it comes to me. So I have no idea how I’m supposed to do things. Not to mention I have to record acoustic guitar, and I can’t play guitar, so I have to ask Robyn to play for me (she said she would) but she goes home every weekend, so I have to do it before Saturday and I still don’t know how to book the stupid studio. I’m going to find stuff out tomorrow. So I have to do two assignments instead of one. And I don’t even know how to do the first one.

So if that wasn’t terrible enough, I get out of class and it’s raining. I tried to practice piano before I left, but all the good pianos were taken and the one I was stuck with sounded so bad I couldn’t bear to sit there and play an old, out of tune piano. So I walked home in the rain.

Now the house is empty except for the cat sleeping somewheres, and I’m hungry. My aunt and uncle are supposed to call, but who knows if they will. Chances are I’ll be microwaving pizza pockets by myself. And I still have tons of homework due for tomorrow that I just have no time to do. I have never wanted to quit school so badly. Or work, one or the other. Because honestly, I can’t deal with another 3 months or so like this. It’s been three weeks of school and everything that could go wrong, has gone wrong.

JUST NO MORE.