Well this weekend passed rather uneventfully as I worked, talked to Mike, THorumed it up (and posted on other forums too) and just basically sat around. Was supposed to have lunch or hang out at least with a friend but got flaked out on twice. In two days. Not entirely happy about that. So I finished the Harry Potter book, did my online things, slept a lot, and did some homework. Cleaned a little too. What a boring boring weekend.

I shouldn’t complain, but I am going to anyways. Why is it so hard to find company that sticks around? Most of my true blue friends live far enough from here so that it’s quite impossible to go catch a movie or go grab a bite to eat. It’s rather frustrating that simple things like that, which are far more fun to do with someone else rather than alone, are so difficult to find someone that will a) not mind your company enough to go along, and b) actually find the time to go.

I really don’t know what to do about it, it drives me crazy. I’m finding it near impossible to have friends that want more than help with studying or random snatches of conversations between classes. What happened to wanting to hang out with a person just cuz? Making time to hang out with that person? I’m quite flexible in my hours, I’m not that busy. It shouldn’t be that impossible to put aside an hour or so.

Is there something that makes people want to flake out on others? The WORST possible way to flake out on someone is by skipping out on them to hang out with a boyfriend/girlfriend. That’s the biggest insult. I always tried to NEVER EVER do that, especially when I had made quasi or definite plans prior with a friend. It just really bothers me when people do that. I’ve always tried to make time for people, and when the favour isn’t returned I get embittered. Maybe I’ll continue in my hermit-like ways, I have many things to do to keep myself busy. Who needs IRL friends when you have millions of crafty projects going, web stuffs and online friends who care?