Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanted to crawl into a hole and rot there?
Today has been one of those days.
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Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanted to crawl into a hole and rot there?
Today has been one of those days.
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Well, this weekend was much better than the last one, even though Friday night I erupted into a pool of tears at tiredness/anxiousness/stress. But sleeping in today was great. I feel awake, and unstressed. I did all my homework today and ended up watching 50 First Dates with Robyn. Tomorrow I’m going to go to the employment office at Acadia and find something new. I can’t deal with the stresses of such long hours.
Also, I’m going to attend a bible study group with some girls. So that should be cool. It should hopefully take the place of ACF, even though I miss going very much.
Not much else is happening, I’m just going to cruise through this week I hope. Got some grocery shopping coming up soon, and my great aunt and uncle from BC might be stopping by to take me out to eat on Tuesday. I haven’t seen them in a few years, so it’ll be nice to chat.
So, post on the forums, okay? Make a college student happy.
I thought that weekends were supposed to be for relaxing? This weekend I have so much to do, I just might collapse from the effort. So, Friday I finally don’t have to work. But I’m thinking it would be easier if I was going. Then I wouldn’t have to choose between so many things. First off, I have homework to do, that I’d LIKE to get done before everything else. Secondly, I have laundry that needs to be done. I could do that today, but I like putting off laundry because I’m weird like that. Then, there is ACF, which I haven’t been able to go to in eons since I’ve been working every Friday. Then there is the Axe bash for the Athenaeum tomorrow night, and they want help decorating as well. I know I can’t get all that done, plus relax like I wanted to.
What I would really like to do is just play Nintendo all weekend.
I can’t really pinpoint it these days, but I’m completely unsatisfied with the way my life is going lately. Not too many of my latest blog entries have been sunshine and roses, because life here in Wolfville has been one dredge of a time. I don’t know if it’s because I’m not going out and having fun, not getting any of the projects I have going done, or what. I think it’s mostly because I’ve been spending a lot of time online, and I always feel sluggish when I overdo the online stuff. But it’s also the only time I have communication with people.
Maybe it’s because my job sucks too. I don’t know. I DO know that quitting that job will be a happy day. I’m feeling a bit better about my recording class, even though I might possibly fail that anyways. Who the heck knows.
I just would rather be just about anywhere than here right now. Texas would be a good choice. It feels like I’m just doing things because I have to right now. And that’s not a good feeling.
This weekend I unexpectedly worked every day, including a ten hour shift on Sunday. That was a really long day. But everything but one thing got completed so I should feel proud of myself for doing all that work, and now I don’t have to go back until Saturday morning. Actually, I just feel glad that the weekend is over. Now I just have school to think about until Saturday morning.
I’m still pretty tired after the insanity of the weekend though, tonight would be a good night to just do frig all, all night. In fact, that’s probably what I’ll end up doing. I can leave the homework for tomorrow. Tonight I can work on my site design for the new Writings pages and just chat on msn and the like. I do miss being able to sit on my bed with the laptop like I did over the weekend, but that’s what happens when the roomie comes back and you have to share the router.
No other news to report, no more rants to divulge. Not today anyways. Today was an excellent day, spurred by the fact that I did not have to go to work. Also that it was the first sunny day in three days, although it’s starting to cool down already. Pretty soon I’ll be putting on my winter wear. :(
I also bought The Sims from Amazon.com, so that should give me something to do when I’m bored (and when I’m being a social outcast — yay hermitdom!)
The week seemed to go by really fast, but now I’m dead tired and have two consectutive work shifts ahead of me. It should be nap time, but instead it’s 30 minutes until I have to leave for work. I don’t have that much homework for the weekend, just a few theory problems and some reading that I should do. I’ll most likely leave that for Sunday since tomorrow I’ll be quite tired and I should do something creative. I have scrapbooking to do, and cross stitches as well. Not to mention movies I’ve been intending to watch. After work tomorrow, it shall be all about me!
But other than that, not much has been going on. Been doing some web work when I have time, and I finished the first gallery page. I hope you guys enjoy it, I haven’t gotten much feedback on it yet, but if you would, please pop over to this thread and tell me what you think!
I’m already sick of school. Sick of being here, sick of not being able to finish any of the projects I have going, sick of not having any fun. Sick sick sick. It doesn’t help that apparently there are certain people to who I can’t talk to.
It’s pretty bad when you can’t even go to class and expect the prof to be there anymore. Oh no, he’s in a different class, and neglected to tell us, we have to go and find him, like a giant Where Waldo game. Excuse me, I’m paying way too much money for the profs to monkey around playing hide and go seek.
Even so, I’ve decided to try for a double major, music and computer science. Why? Because I need to find a job after I graduate. And music isn’t really the most profitable, especially since I have to admit, I can’t write music — henceforth, it makes it difficult to practice recording it. Which means that most others have scores more practice than me, since I can barely swing by. I can deal with MIDI just fine, but when it comes to anything more difficult, I’m stuck.
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Well this weekend passed rather uneventfully as I worked, talked to Mike, THorumed it up (and posted on other forums too) and just basically sat around. Was supposed to have lunch or hang out at least with a friend but got flaked out on twice. In two days. Not entirely happy about that. So I finished the Harry Potter book, did my online things, slept a lot, and did some homework. Cleaned a little too. What a boring boring weekend.
I shouldn’t complain, but I am going to anyways. Why is it so hard to find company that sticks around? Most of my true blue friends live far enough from here so that it’s quite impossible to go catch a movie or go grab a bite to eat. It’s rather frustrating that simple things like that, which are far more fun to do with someone else rather than alone, are so difficult to find someone that will a) not mind your company enough to go along, and b) actually find the time to go.
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The above has to be the best quote ever given by a teacher in the introductory lecture.
I don’t have much time to ramble, I’m in the library between classes and I just finished getting updated on the THorum and I just wanted to give a shout out to fellow THorum member JClark because he linked to my Cremes from his site, and I only noticed this yesterday. So, dude, if you’re still reading this every now and then THANKS! :D
I only have one more class today and then it’s off to work tonight. I swear, I don’t know how much longer I can keep up with this prep thing, because I can hardly do the work on my own and plus I end up staying hours and hours longer than I should have to. So I can already see that my school work is going to suffer because of this job, I’ll have to talk to Sue tonight and tell her how I’m doing.
Anyways, I doubt I’ll be around the next few days due to work and being exhausted, so maybe I’ll write more on Sunday. Don’t forget to sign up and post away on my forum!
Well, my roommate Robyn has finally arrived after about 2-3 weeks of living here by me lonesome. Yay, company! Although this means that school is about to start in less than two days. Tomorrow, I’m hoping to finish work at a decent time so I can pick up Alley from the vet and then run into New Minas to pick up kitty things and groceries. And maybe a corkboard for my roon as well. We’ll have to see how the work thing pans out. I have a feeling I may be there a long time. BAH.
A few more updates to the site have been made! The Photo Gallery has been updated, but the individual pictures pages haven’t been made, you’ll see by the stunning “Coming Soon” pages I’ve put in their stead. Also, the new forum is ready to be perused by all. Bookmark this section! It’s http://www.meags.net/phpbb/. I thought about making a subdomain for it, but I think that I might not. The laziness in me wins again I suppose. I’ve given thoughts to revamping a few more pages to make it all fit this new “look” but I may give it a rest for awhile. Any feedback on the new site is welcome, you can post in the forum right in this section HERE or just leave a comment, email, or telepathic message.
Hopfully I shall return tomorrow with pictures of kitty cuteness!